Scorpio, p.8
Scorpio, page 8
To be one with him again.
He lowers his gaze to my knees. “I didn’t want to rush it.”
His admission digs under the ever-present insecurities that plague me, even when I think they’ve been vanquished.
“I’m sorry,” I choke out.
He raises his head, and there’s no mistaking the shock in his expression. “For what?”
“For being attracted to Liam…and to Ford.”
He lets out a breath. “Don’t apologize.”
“But I didn’t mean to betray you. It just h-happened.” A sob escapes, and I bury my face in the haven of my palms, mortified that I’m breaking down in front of him like this when we have so little time left.
Sebastian grabs my hands, demanding nothing less than the vulnerability of eye contact. “I’d rather you be a willing participant than the alternative. I’m sorry it took me so long to figure that out.” He glances around the kitchen. “During my exile, I sat in this place alone for weeks, reliving every moment we spent together. Every sigh, every touch, every spark of life you lit inside me.” With a deep breath, he caresses my cheek, his thumb wiping away the tears there. “Finding you and Castle like that fucking hurt. I was pissed and stubborn and clinging to anger to get me through it.”
“I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“I know that.” He places a finger against my lips. “When you told me what Pax forced you to do, I saw red. It tore me to fucking pieces. So don’t apologize for finding pleasure during these months, because nothing you do will make me love you any less.”
His declaration heightens my regret. “I wish I could take it all back.” Every stolen moment with Liam. Even the ones with Ford.
“We can’t change the past, Novalee.”
“I know, but I hate to think of my mistakes standing between us…of this being the reason you’re keeping your distance.”
“There’s zero distance. None.” He picks me up and carries me into the bedroom before dumping me on the bed.
Nervous flutters take flight in my stomach. “Are you sure?”
“Positive. I didn’t want to trigger any trauma for you. That’s the reason I didn’t take you anally last night.”
“I’m not scared to be with you like that. I want to feel you inside me again. I need it.”
I need it more than his forgiveness. More than the easement of my guilt. I need it more than my next breath. When we come together, he makes me feel whole, stronger than I thought possible. Being with him rights all the wrongs in my world.
He peels off his shirt, kicks out of his pants, and then he’s positioning me on the mattress, two strong hands shackling my ankles as he drags my ass to the edge of the bed. He strips me bare, in more ways than one, before dropping to his knees.
I’m already wet, primed to fly apart when his tongue works at my throbbing clit. Holding onto his head, fingers sinking into his thick dirty blond hair, I wrap my legs around his shoulders and submit to an impending climax.
“You taste like you belong to me, princess.”
“Only you,” I gasp.
He clutches my breasts, rough and reckless, and I sense the blind urgency growing in him, feel it in the growling vibrations on my clit, the way his breath quickens with every flick of his tongue.
“Now…please!” I push his head away. “Get the lube. I need to feel you inside of me.”
He’s a man on the brink, his chest heaving, eyes blazing, cock straining to find home in my body, in the one painfully intimate place he’s allowed to take. With a flick of his tongue across his bottom lip, he grabs a small bottle from the nightstand.
“If you need to stop,” he says, applying a generous amount of lube to his erection, “say the words.”
“I won’t.”
“You might change your mind if I take you the way I want to.”
“I want it all, Sebastian. The pleasure, the pain. All of you.”
Propping up my legs with his muscular arms, he slowly pushes into my ass, and I reach for my clit. A smug, satisfied grin spreads across his face. “That’s my girl.”
He thrusts to the hilt, stretching me into an uncomfortable grimace, but instead of bearing down, I will my body to open for him, my slick fingers circling the needy spot between my legs.
“You okay?”
“I’m okay.” I hold his tortured gaze, recognizing that he’s still holding back. “Take me how you need to. I can handle it.”
“Holy shit, princess.” He pumps in earnest, blond hair flopping over his forehead with each thrust of his hips. Our sweat-covered bodies become one in a messy, lust-induced symphony of moans and madness. We’re in sync, complementing each other like lightning and thunder.
Just as I feel the tight pull of completion spreading down my limbs, he jerks to a halt inside my ass, and there’s nothing more exhilarating than sharing the beauty of intimate unison with him. Afterward, we crawl between the sheets and allow the fire to cool.
“I didn’t hurt you, did I?”
I shake my head, snuggling deeper into his spooning embrace. “No. It was amazing.”
His lips trail a path of kisses across the slope of my shoulder. “You’re amazing.”
“We’re amazing together.”
“We sure are.”
Sleep pulls at us, though we awake in the middle of the night for round two. And maybe that’s why it takes several drowsy moments for the incessant pounding to penetrate our sanctuary.
“What’s going on?” As I sit up, Sebastian pulls on his pants.
“We’ve got company.” He tosses the dress I wore yesterday onto the end of the bed. “You might want to get decent.” He strides toward the source of what woke us, and I scramble into motion by yanking the dress over my head, en route to the living room. I catch up to him as he opens the front door.
The sun has barely risen, but there’s no question who’s intruding upon us at the cold break of dawn. I gape as my brother waltzes in, followed by Liam, Vance, Ford, Tatum, and a man whose name I can’t recall, but I believe he’s from the House of Aquarius.
“What’s going on?” I ask, my disbelieving gaze touching on each member of the Brotherhood—the half currently present, anyway. As Sebastian pulls me against his side, running a hand through his bedroom hair, Landon takes it upon himself to answer.
“No one can know about this meeting.”
“I don’t understand. Is something wrong? Is Elise okay?” My voice gains an octave with each rapid-fire question.
“Elise is fine.” Landon folds his arms, the picture of authority and leadership, despite the chancellor owning that role.
Sebastian’s words from a few weeks ago come back to me, as clear in my mind as when he first said them.
“Your brother is the puppet master in this.”
He all but admitted to keeping a secret, and my gut tells me they’ve all been keeping something from me.
Narrowing my eyes at Landon, I step away from Sebastian and cross my arms, matching my brother’s pose. “You need to tell me what’s going on. Why are you all here?”
“We’re here to discuss strategy.”
“Strategy for what?”
Taking the lead, Liam clears his throat. “We’re here to talk about the auction.”
“What about it?” I take in the group of grim faces, and my gut clenches.
“Landon’s got a plan to rig it, my sweet girl.”
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