Gator, p.10
Gator, page 10
part #11 of Defenders MC Series
“He just killed Fox. He killed him Moose. How can he be a good daddy after that?”
Moose lifted her chin. “Same way the rest of us do it. Shad is an amazing father. We keep it separate.”
“You too? I can’t see you like this. I can’t see you as a killer.” She hit his massive chest as hard as she could and he didn’t flinch.”
“We all do what we have to. We do bad things to hang on to the little pieces of good that we have. It’s a balance. We do the bad shit so our families are safe, so our kids can grow up happy. We do it to make us strong enough to fight our demons. We do it so we’re strong enough to fight temptation when we know it will destroy us.”
He said the last as his eyes dropped to her mouth. He was good at fighting temptation, she had to be too.
She laid her head on his chest. “I’m not as strong as you. This all tears me up. I trusted Fox.”
Moose sighed. “We all did. He didn’t betray the club, not really, but he showed us he was too weak to trust and he showed others. There was a way to handle it, but really, honestly, he had to be taken out because he scared us all. We all know that we would do it the same way. We all know that we are weak and we betrayed him by being too weak to look him in the face and see ourselves.”
Naughty’s body shook with her sobs.
“You would give me up too? Who do I trust then?”
“You trust yourself and you trust your man. No Chicken, I wouldn’t give you up because I feel the same way Fox did, but I don’t lay down and take it, I fight. SO maybe I’m not so much like him and maybe everything I just said is bullshit, but it sounds better than saying I’d never fucking make that choice, no matter what it cost because I’d never be able to live with myself.”
“You’re a good man Moose, good old man, good father. You never crossed the line, just kept it above board. No one would have known or said anything.”
“I’d have known. I’d have gone home to Bambi and I’d have known and it would have eaten me up until I told her and hurt her way more than she deserves. A little pleasure from you isn’t worth hurting her or my daughter, risking everything. No, you get to stay a dream and I’m ok with that cause now I get to see you happy too.”
“Will you be happy or find another girl to dance for you?”
He pinched her chin and grinned down at her from his towering height. “There’s no other girl I want dancing for me Chicken.” Then he pressed a hard kiss to her lips and let her go.
“What was that about?” Gator asked from the doorway.
“Just a goodbye of sorts I think or maybe a hello, I can never tell with Moose.”
Gator didn’t comment, he was good like that. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed the side of her head.
“Let’s go home beb. I think you need to soak in the tub for a day or two.” He inhaled near her neck and sent chills racing over her skin.
Naughty giggled and wiggled to get away. “Are you saying I stink?”
“I’m sayin’ I want you naked for about two days. In the shower.” He kissed her shoulder. “In the tub.” He kissed her again. “In our bed.” He bit down on her neck.
She felt her knees go weak and butterflies flutter in her belly. She loved this man. It didn’t matter what he did at work, she loved him. He was Gator and that meant amazing things to her, but mostly it meant she was accepted and safe. It mean she would never be alone again.
She was whole.
She was home.
Epilogue
Sniper sat in Tease, the strip club owned by the Defenders MC, and watched the show. Not the one that was going on up on the stage, but the one over by the bar. He was a fool and he knew it. Naughty sat on a stool drinking juice while Gator, her old man sat beside her talking to Jack as he slung drinks behind the bar. Naughty was everything he’d ever wanted in a woman and she had chosen that weird ass fucker over him. Gator was a scary son of a bitch, but nothing to look at and Sniper knew for a fact, after an unfortunate meeting by the river, Gator wasn’t sporting a super dick like Sniper had assumed. No he was just an average, weird as fuck Joe. So why the hell did Naughty get all doe eyed when she looked at him?
Sniper snorted, must be the pregnancy hormones.
Sniper looked up when Moose pulled up a chair beside him.
“Better watch those looks Snipe. Gator is way over protective and he’s a mean fuck.”
“No harm in lookin’ if he’s doin his job he shouldn’t be so worried.”
“I won’t pass that along.” Moose chuckled as he pulled Bambi into his lap.
Moose had no reason to look, he had Bambi warming his bed and she was as hot as fire. She blushed like a schoolgirl when Moose looked her way. Sniper bet she was a phenomenal lay…
“I’ll break your neck for looking at Bambi that way.”
Bambi giggled. “You have nothing to worry about Moose and you know it.”
“That’s right I do.” He let his massive hand crawl up her thigh until Sniper was sure his fingers were rubbing against her pussy. He felt his dick get hard and looked away.
He was just desperate.
“You need to get your dick wet and we got several new girls to break in. Naughty is in charge now, go ask her who to take upstairs. A man can’t do his job when all he can think about is a pussy fix.”
He pulled Bambi across his lap so she straddled him. “I think we need a room for a few minutes baby. Talking about pussy is making me hungry.” He pulled his tiny old lady down on his lap and rubbed her against his dick and she moaned. Moose stood with Bambi still wrapped around him and strode up the back stairs. Sniper’s dick throbbed like a toothache. He needed pussy and he needed it bad. He grabbed the next woman that walked by and headed for the stairs.
“This one’s with me.” He said as he passed Naughty, but the look on her face cut him deep. She didn’t care.
He heard her call out, but kept going. He didn’t care what she had to say. He was going to bury his dick in this woman and clear his head a little. He pushed open a door to one of the fuck rooms reserved for the brothers and kicked it closed behind him. He turned around and finally looked at the girl he had pulled upstairs with him and he had to lean against the wall to keep from falling on his ass.
“Hello Ryan.”
Then the world went black.
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